"Like a map with no ocean..."

Sorry don't have that much to say these day...what with school aplications (once again) and work keeping this missy REALLY BUSY!
But I do wan't to update pictures for you guys...
So there...something new again!


"There's a limit to your love...like a map with no ocean..."


"Baby lay your head where we begin and end..."

You must have been warned against letting the golden hours slip by; but some of them are golden only because we let them slip by. ~James Matthew Barrie



"it's gonna take a lotta love Or we won't work out right..."

It's actually time for me to go to bed,
but inspiration always strikes at 11pm and seems to go till 3am with me (well right now it's "only" 1 am so I'm pretty early with my bed time)...what's up with that?
Anywayyyys, these are all photos I took yesterday of my friends lovely, little, adoable, heart melting baby girl. Once again JUST few...rest will come when they come.
Ok..I really should go to bed I just fell a sleep while writing this...not good, not good at all.

"It's gonna take a lotta love

To change the way things are
It's gonna take a lotta love
Or we won't get too far
So if you're looking my direction
And we don't see eye to eye
My heart needs protection
And so do I

"Making the decision to have a child is momentous. It is to decide forever to have your heart go walking around outside your body. "

Yeah I'm going to bed...I'll update more tomorrow...



"You and I just cant say goodbye Every time we do, well Its just another lie..."

Yes I'm back from my trip (well came back 2 weeks ago)
LOOOVED every part of the trip (except that one day when I had to stand outside in the cold for 2 hours just cause I was standing at the wrong bus stop...and even that wasn't "too" bad in the end when cute guys kept stopping by and talking to me and asking to come on over hahah) I took quite a lot of pictures on that trip and still haven't gone thought them. Main point though is that I enjoyed my life in the states VERY much...maybe bit too much. So much that it made me wanna move there. Aaaargh! why can't I be the type of person who's just happy where she is? Why do I always wanna move around and go here and there and experience different cultures and just see everything!
Oh well...
Anyways...Here's fall inspired pictures I took before I left.

"Bittersweet October. The mellow, messy, leaf-kicking, perfect pause between the opposing miseries of summer and winter."

were given life; it's your duty (and also your entitlement as a human

being) to find something beautiful within life, no matter how slight."

And of course music yet again!
Something chill and interesting:

Then a song that I got from my friend and I'm utterly in love with:

And now I'm gonna sound cheesy but...
remember to enjoy life people!


"It's hard to except yourself as someone you don't desire..."

Took this yesterday, it's part of a project I have in mind again :D hahah
Just need few models more, but I think that this project will be held for the next few weeks since I'm going to fly fly far away to a land called USA and I'll be there for few weeks.
So bare with me tille then!



"All things grow, all things grow..."

Something that I "doodled" today with my 0.20mm and 0.20mm permanent markers.

I felt like I needed to draw.
I've had a break with that again and I should never EVER loose it.
I could feel that I was rusty and that's not a good thing. Never ever let the things you're good at or enjoy the most in this life get forgotten. Cause if you forget the things you love, the things you enjoy and the things that brighten your life, then what are you left with? The boring same old same old days...always remember to practise and work on the things you're not so talented with as well as with the ones that you are.
Never assume that you're good at something!


"You give but little when you give of your possessions. It is when you give of yourself that you truly give. "


"keeping me calm like you do, I love you, I love you..."

More of these...yeah...

...Nothing else to update here...

...Enjoy, I suppose...



Got to love the guys here, fighting for their chance to get married :P haha

That's it. See yah later!


"I'll be here, I'll be around..."


This is why I adore our yard...
even though it's fall, or should I say especially now that it's fall...
and even though I hate the cold (today was pretty warm though)
our yard always ALWAYS surprises me and cheers me up...yummy yummy!

me trying to be so natural hahah


It's just abrolutely gorgeous to walk around there...


PLUMS! my favourites!

Artist I now LOOOOVE thanks to my lovely sister Meri! <3 I owe you for this! ;)


"i want to love you with my heart..."

After quite a lot of requests to see more of these photos (I was suprised and very please to hear how many people were expecting more photos, thank you for that!) I decided to post a little more! :)
and guess what...there's EVEN MORE to come :D hahah
Hope you enjoy these love birds working their magic infront of the camera!


"...and all of this life
moves around you
for all that you claim
your standing still,
you are moving too
you are moving too
you are moving too
i will move with you."


"All these people drinking lover's spit..."

Again long time no see!!
I've been busy ONCE again...and once more with weddings. My older sister got married about a week a go and let me tell you it was a G.O.R.G.E.O.U.S wedding (if I may say so myself :P hahah) and the happy couple was stunning! easy to get beautiful photos of.
Ah you could just taste the love in that wedding! the mood was just right!
I'm so happy that it went well. We've been stressing about it for months now (mysis ter bit more maybe than I, being the bride and all, but the stress and pressure were on me as well all the time) I'm so happy and at the sametime a bit sad that it's all over. I just love weddings. There's nothing better than to celebrate someones love...why do I feel like I've said this before? oh well...it's still as true as it was the first time I said it :P

So here's a little preview on that wedding. Still need to show these to my sister befre I can post more. She's on her honeymoon at the moment, so I really have to wait...
But I hope you enjoy these little memories before I can show you guys more.
Anyways, time for me to go to bed!
remember to always love people, always looooove! (yes I know, I sounds like a freaking hippie...)



"I came in this way and here now I'll stay..."

Like I said, the summer time is here...
I've been to the beach this weekend almost everyday all day just swimming and sleeping and having good time with friends...just letting the vitamin D soak in and let me tell you, there's nothing like it. I HATE WINTER! I seriously HATE IT! I was made for a warm hot country and instead of ended in a land where there's summer only for a couple of months and the rest of the year you have to live in perfect darkness.
Don't get me wrong, there are some good things about winter and I love Christmas and new year, but when there's sun this much only 2 months in a year, you sort of start to hate the rest of the year. Atleast that's what I think.

Soo...anyways, I took some pictures this weekend at the beach and since they havea lovely summer wibe in them, I thought I'd share some...

Summer afternoon - summer afternoon; to me those have always been the two most beautiful words in the English language. ~Henry James

Then followed that beautiful season... Summer....
Filled was the air with a dreamy and magical light; and the landscape
Lay as if new created in all the freshness of childhood.
~Henry Wadsworth Longfellow


P.s. Perfect summer jam, my sister loves this song...and since she played it quite a lot at one point, it now reminds me of summer too :)

And then a song I've been listening to quite a lot lately...don't know why...I just like it...


"In the morning I’ll make you breakfast ..."

'Mornings' is the name of this selfportrait and I think it explains itself.

Each morning
Is the
Of a

"...In the morning I’ll make you breakfast
In the evening I’ll warm the bed
And I’ll always be happy to kiss you
Promise I’ll never get sad.."


"You took my hand, added a plan, You gave me your heart..."

Summer is in the air!
Finally! it's been warm the last couple of 3-4 days and I'm loooovin it!
And what else, love is in the air! well it's sort of always there in the air, but we really see it, taste it and feel it when spring and summer are here and sort of just make it easier to see everything. Don't yah think?
Well it ain't hard for me to spot love at the moment. It's pretty easy when it's sort of rubbed on your face "all the time" with a couple of cute newly married/engaged couples in my family.
My sister always thinks that something's wrong or I'm after something, when I look at her and her fiancé being all cute and lovey dowey. It makes me smile or giggle on my own. She just doesn't get it that I actually happen to like to see her so happy :) We're really close and so it's natural that what ever makes her happy makes me happy and what makes her sad makes me sad. Clishé as it may sound, it's true. She deserves it, deserves to be happy and to have someone who loves her. We all deserve that in my own opinnion.

Why is it that when ever I write a bit more than normal in here, it has something to do with love? My endless love for love haha
Well I guess it's better than talking about hate (or like fustration last time :P)
Yup, this is defenetley the summer of love for my family I'd say...and as stressfull as it will be and it is, there's no better way to celebrate it than with a wedding! Ok I guess there's few even better ways, but no better way to celebrate it with a family :)

So the two pics there above are some engagement pics (not the best ones, but I still need the permission of the couple to post more) and the rest are my summer moments in our yard.
Mmmm can't you just feel the sun...I love it! Love everything about the sun. And I love it when it kisses your skin with a warm, gentle touch! and usually leaved a mark on everyone, except me! I'm so freakishly white all the time! Great!

Anyways, enjoy the pictures and the summer and I'll "see" you guys soon!

p.s. You know my love for Sia, she's been with me for years (after falling for zero 7 when I Was like 15 years ols or so) and now, well she's made a song that just makes my heart feel full. Really gives me the goose bumps everytime...listen and relax...

My love, leave yourself behind
Beat inside me, leave you blind
My love, look what you can do
I am mending, I'll be with you

You took my hand added a plan
You gave me your heart
I asked you to dance with me

You loved honestly
Did what you could release
Aaaahhh oooh

I know you're pleased to go
I won't relieve this love

Now I am strong (Now I am strong)
You gave me all
You gave all you had and now I am home


"What did you learn?...my back is soaking from the chase..."

One of the photoshoot photos I took for the stylist thingie

Frustration is a common emotional response to opposition. Related to anger and disappointment, it arises from the perceived resistance to the fulfillment of individual will. The greater the obstruction, and the greater the will, the more the frustration is likely to be. Causes of frustration may be internal or external. In people, internal frustration may arise from challenges in fulfilling personal goals and desires, instinctual drives and needs, or dealing with perceived deficiencies, such as a lack of confidence or fear of social situations. Conflict can also be an internal source of frustration; when one has competing goals that interfere with one another, it can create cognitive dissonance. External causes of frustration involve conditions outside an individual, such as a blocked road or a difficult task. While coping with frustration, some individuals may engage in passive-aggressive behavior, making it difficult to identify the original cause(s) of their frustration, as the responses are indirect. A more direct, and common response, is a propensity towards aggression.

You know what I'm feeling right now??
What? How...How did you know?
Yes, I'm feeling that very thing called frustration and let me tell you IT.SUCKS.BIG.TIME!
I'm not going anywhere...still just standing still like I'd never even tried to do anything in my life. Just going to the same job everyday, coming home to...nothing...and then doing the same thing again tomorrow. The things I've reached out for and tried to grab, have slipped though my fingers and now seem even further ahead than they ever were. Yes, frustration is the word and I couldn't have explained it better than what it says in wikipedia.
I just wish for this one dream and this one dream only (well ok It would be nice to get myself a man on the side and maybe a nice home in the future...but you know secretly we all wish for that, so it's given :P) It just has felt like lately I've gotten nothing but poo poo poo poo on me and Finland is losing its charm on my eyes again. I need a change. And I need it real bad!
Well atleast the sun is out more now than on anyother time of the year (well not today...today it's raining hehee) Sun always makes me feel better and makes me shine even though I can feel the poo running down my neck.
Yeah...so I guess I have nothing else to say today...except remember this kids,


A dream which is not interpreted is like a letter which is not read. ~The Talmud


"Did anything to get to that spring..."


Yeah I've gone a bit nuts with summer and warm weather and pretty little dresses and skirts and looking really girly!
I took these photos about 2 weeks ago (more or less) for a friend who's about to become a stylist? yeah I guess you could call her that. Anyways, she asked me to do 4 different sets of photos for her portfolio. So I decided to post the firt photoshoot I did with the pretty little ballooooooons!!

Yup it was a bit windy that day...

...and she's gonna love it that I posted this photo as well ;P hahah I love it when people laugh, like REALLY laugh...this is one of those moments! :D

Hope you enjoyed these moments!
More to come


p.s. Thanks for the lovely comments on the wedding photos! meant a lot to me! <3 p.p.s This is defenetly going to be one of my summer songs this year!