"What did you learn?...my back is soaking from the chase..."

One of the photoshoot photos I took for the stylist thingie


Frustration is a common emotional response to opposition. Related to anger and disappointment, it arises from the perceived resistance to the fulfillment of individual will. The greater the obstruction, and the greater the will, the more the frustration is likely to be. Causes of frustration may be internal or external. In people, internal frustration may arise from challenges in fulfilling personal goals and desires, instinctual drives and needs, or dealing with perceived deficiencies, such as a lack of confidence or fear of social situations. Conflict can also be an internal source of frustration; when one has competing goals that interfere with one another, it can create cognitive dissonance. External causes of frustration involve conditions outside an individual, such as a blocked road or a difficult task. While coping with frustration, some individuals may engage in passive-aggressive behavior, making it difficult to identify the original cause(s) of their frustration, as the responses are indirect. A more direct, and common response, is a propensity towards aggression.

You know what I'm feeling right now??
What? How...How did you know?
Yes, I'm feeling that very thing called frustration and let me tell you IT.SUCKS.BIG.TIME!
I'm not going anywhere...still just standing still like I'd never even tried to do anything in my life. Just going to the same job everyday, coming home to...nothing...and then doing the same thing again tomorrow. The things I've reached out for and tried to grab, have slipped though my fingers and now seem even further ahead than they ever were. Yes, frustration is the word and I couldn't have explained it better than what it says in wikipedia.
I just wish for this one dream and this one dream only (well ok It would be nice to get myself a man on the side and maybe a nice home in the future...but you know secretly we all wish for that, so it's given :P) It just has felt like lately I've gotten nothing but poo poo poo poo on me and Finland is losing its charm on my eyes again. I need a change. And I need it real bad!
Well atleast the sun is out more now than on anyother time of the year (well not today...today it's raining hehee) Sun always makes me feel better and makes me shine even though I can feel the poo running down my neck.
Yeah...so I guess I have nothing else to say today...except remember this kids,
FRUSTRATION SUCKS!

Love,
PaperHeart

A dream which is not interpreted is like a letter which is not read. ~The Talmud