"I am the wilderness locked in a cage, I am a growing force you kept in place..."

Here I am,

sitting in my kitchen with my two lovely sisters. My baby sis (who's in the pictures) and my 3 years older sister (the blondie who poses in my pictures quite often)

My older sister is making brownies and my little sister is giving advise (and telling her views on things) while I write this and try to jump in the conversation every now and then and old Christmas songs play in the background. (I love multy tasking :P)

And I just have to say, I LOVE these moments...all of us 3, we're really close and we always have the most meaningful conversations together in this kitchen, while one of us bakes...and it's... just...perfect! These are the simple little moments that I live for and enjoy the most in this life. In just few minutes to few hours our relationship gets deeper and we feel more closer to each other and know what's going on in our lifes, just by baking and talking together...we might go on with our own lifes for weeks not really talking that much, but there always comes a time when we meet up in the kitchen and spill our guts.

It's funny how much things have changed in just few years and it's even funnier how much things can change in just weeks...you think that life just stands still and nothing happens...and then you meet up with your sisters in the kitchen, listen to what has happened to them and tell what has happened to yourself and realize that the world goes on all the time and you and everybody else around you keeps changing wether you want it or not...

Time is a brisk wind, for each hour it brings something new... but who can understand and measure its sharp breath, its mystery and its design? ~Paracelsus

Well here's some pictures I took of my litle siser today. Man, let me say it again, I have a beautiful family, don't I? ;)
The one at the bottom is my favourite one. I love how her mouth is relaxed and you can see her other eye peaking behind the feather...and look at that skin...she has always had the most beautiful skin ever. Simply just beautiful girl.

Love,
PaperHeart


Song I love by Oh Laura - release me

"my love's too big for you my love..."

Once again I was playing around with my camera and tried to take photos with a sort of oldish andgelish feel to them and I think they turned out pretty nice. The bottom one is my favorite.

I was just listening to Ingrid Michaelson today (love her and loved her even more live in England) and somehow the lyrics in the song 'sort of' hit me, cause sometimes I'm "scared" that when I fall in love, like Ingrid sings, my love will be too big for you my love...I've talked about this before, my crave for love and my romantic side (that's pretty dominate side of me) I give a lot of love and I need a lot of it back...I really like the lyrics...sort of sad and happy at the same time. Ok, I'll just stop rambling about the L.O.V.E again hahah...

Here they are and the song is at the bottom again like always:

Baby, you've got the sort of hands to rip me apart
And baby, you've got the sort of face to start this old heart
But your eyes are warning me this early morning
That my love's too big for you my love


Baby, you've got the sort of laugh that waters me
And makes me grow tall and strong and proud and flattens me
I find you stunning, but you are running me down
My love's too big for you my love
My love's too big for you my love

And if I was stronger then I would tell you no
And if I was stronger then I will leave this show
And if I was stronger then I would up and go
But here I am and here we go again

Baby, you've got the sort of eyes that tell me tales
That your sort of mouth just will not say, the truth impales
That you don't need me, but you won't leave me
My loves too big for you my love
My loves too big for you my love

And if I was stronger then I would tell you no
And if I was stronger then I will leave this show
And if I was stronger then I would up and go
But here I am and here we go again

Tell me what to do, to take away the you

And if I was stronger then I would tell you no.
And if I was stronger then I will leave this show
And if I was stronger then I would up and go
But here I am and here we go again

Love,

PaperHeart

"I just think I'm free..."

Played around with some "old" photos today...
bored I tell yah, bored...

Love,
PaperHeart

"only sleeps with butterflies..."

Few new pics I took of my sis...we were sort of just playing around :D haha, but I'd take pictures of her when ever, she's GORGEOUS!

"Dreams are shining Finally they're within reach "

For some weird reason I wanted to make these B&W...I love B&W pics, but my faces project was supposed to be with colour... well I guess I could mix and match both. We'll see what happens...
Anyways, my new model and I had some troubles with the light again...I think I might have to take some of the pics again :(

BUt look at her...look at that cute fish face there :D hahah she's so pretty! and with the best abbs I've ever seen... hahhahaha

Hope you like them,
Love,
PaperHeart

"you make it easy to watch the world with love..."

More for the same project :)
Have fun! and thanks again girlies!!!
PÄIVI, RIIKKA and MIA I LOVE YOU GIIIIRLSSSSSSS!! :)

Love,
PaperHeart

"just like a star across my sky..."

Few new pics I took for the faces project :)
More to come...

Love,
PaperHeart

"you are not alone...and we'll get lost together..."

Got a remote control for my cam from my SWEET SWEET friends as a b-day present...I LOVE YOU GIRLS!!! now I can take self portraits :D hahahaha

And then from my old project one picture...my sister...

and a really old pic of my nephew...

My really REALLY old stuff I just found...I had forgotten these completely...not the greatest, but not too bad either :)

Had to make a "bigger" post this time as I haven't been updating lately :)
Hope you enjoy them and all comments are always nice ;)
Love,
PaperHeart

"I will possess your heart..."

These were my first tries to take portraits with my camera...so they're "old" but not that bad I think...weeell...who am I to say, hah!

Love,
PaperHeart

"You've seen the difference and it's getting better all the time...there's nothing you and I won't do..."

Oooooook, so more photos for my project :) 3 of my friends again. Took these photos yesterday and let me tell you, these have been such pain for me :D hahah...not the models (you girls rocked and posed really well) but maaan, had some trouble AGAIN with the light and I Was affraid that these would not turn out right. Well I managed to save some of them after all (they were bit shaky or too dark) and here they are.
First is my friend Saara (who's wedding pictures I took and showed before):

Then comes Riikka...the freaking tallest of them all...I had to stand on two dictionary books when I took photos of her. She's tall...or I'm really short...either way:

And then Pauliina. LOOK AT HER EYES! seriously G.O.R.G.E.O.U.S! I'm so jealous...they're so BLUE! well they actually all had really beautiful eyes and colours that you could see from miles. Really pure colours. I was lucky!:

Thanks girls SO MUCH!
Hugs and kisses,
PaperHeart

"You can see she's a beautiful girl she's a beautiful girl...she likes to leave you hanging on her word..."

Ok, so my faceproject thingie continues. Got two of my friends to pose for me...once again, yes I knoooow, my friends look good too...now either they were born with it or I'm just really good...you choose :P hahahahah...
The dark haired beauty is my friend Marit, who leaves back to U.S.A tomorrow. That's why I was in a bit of a hurry with her photos. But she did her job well and looked pretty as always:

And last but not least my dearest Anne the oh so hot "street cool" chick ;P She did a really good job this time as well..I was so mad that out older photos didn't work so well because of the light...but she delivered this time as well:

Hope you enjoyed them...
Love,
PaperHeart