"did I sell my soul for this feeling so long ago?"

So the guys/"my clients" hahah showed the pictures yesterday so it is ok for me to show them off here now :)
I really had blast doing this, I love when people dress up and get into the their characters and you just shoot "randomly" what they are doing :D oh and when you have such beautiful cars to use in those photos, aaaaah! PERFECT!
I just wish I'd own nice objects and good light :/ I have good ideas (although this idea was not mine but a "dream" that the guys had) but just not the means always to make them come true :(
Oh well, someday...
Anyways hope you'll enjoy these and have something to say about them :)
I was pleased to see 3 of the pictures hanging on their living room wall.
don't really have thought in my head right now...nothing that would move you people in anyway...except that I've finally come terms with the fact that fall truly is here...suuuuucks! cause it's getting colder and I can't wear my summer dresses anymore...



"Another day...just breathe..."

I love it and I hate it at the sametime! :D

I like the older version of this song better, the slower one, but here it is anyways :)
Kind of tells about my feelings right now :D haha


"into a world of possibilities..."

There must be quite a few things that a hot bath won't cure, but I don't know many of them. ~Sylvia Plath

Hey there people, who ever you are, where ever you've come from!
I'm not sure if I have anything smart to say today. I feel somewhat tired and drained with life. I know and yet don't know why. Just a feeling I've had these couple of days. I'm guessing that there's mainly stress behind it this time. Funny thing stress is, it can drain you completely...even physically. Stress can be good for you as well as bad. It pushes you further in life, yet like most things in life, if you take it too far and don't know how to relax it will take sontrol over you and can even make you lose your mind. But don't worry, I'm not that stressed that I'd need mental help...atleast not yet :P
I should actually feel quite relaxed with my life right now...I have "nothing" to worry about and no ones expecting anything from me. So why do I feel stressed? Maybe exactly couse I have nothing to worry about. I have "nothing", which makes you stressed, couse you feel like you're nothing yourself and don't have a future. I know I'm not nothing, I am me and quite happy about that, but like I said, funny thing that stress ;D

Sometimes it's important to work for that pot of gold. But other times it's essential to take time off and to make sure that your most important decision in the day simply consists of choosing which color to slide down on the rainbow. ~Douglas Pagels

Anyways, I had a photo shoot on friday again, but I'm affraid I'm not "allowed" to show them just yet. My "clients" want to show them to their friends and stuff before I can show them off here :)
But here's few of the family photos I took like a month ago (this is the family I worked for in England...gorgeous children)
Hope you enjoy these few pics



"your mouth is a trumpet somebody else plays..."

All sorts of bodily diseases are produced by half-used minds. ~George Bernard Shaw

Yes, once again I'm being selfcentered for a moment, but I have a point to make with these photos, so bare with me won't yah! :)
I was going through my old photos and I ran into these pictures. These pictures are probably like 5 years old and my selfportraits from those days (which means I was around 16-17 years old). Right before I ran into these photos I talked with my friend and how much we're both annoyed with all the weightloss obsession that has taken over this world. (you already know how I feel about this since I've ranted about it before :P hahah) How it seems that the world just runs around looks and being skinnier and skinnier. It's a completely different thing to change your lifestyles to be healthy, than to diet yourself to death just couse you wanna be size 0.
"Funny" thing is that the people who obsess about it are the ones that have the least to worry about. The ones that are already skinny.
See the pictures above? that girl in those photos thought she was fat. Really!I was actually shocked myself when I saw those photos and remembered what my thoughts were. I really honestly did think I was big. WHAT THE CRAP IS THAT?! What on earth makes your head get so messed up? Why do we keep doing these things to ourselves? Torturing over something so tiny. I'm pretty sure that we were not born to this world to lose weight and weist our lifes on counting calories and how many steps we take today. There are far more important things in life! I know I myself still have some work to do on that field. I do every now and then wake up with the 'fat' thoughts, we all do and we ALL should just stop. Living healthy is great and I ingourage to do so, but it seems that we can't (atleast women can't) seem to keep it in control, we always take it too far. Way too far. If nothing else makes you realize that then just open the tv, it's freaking over loaded with weightloss programs and documentaries of anorexia. If I hear anyone talk to me about how fat they are or how they should lose weight one more time I'm gonna lose my mind.

Anyways, that was that for today. I know I didn't change anybodys life with this and the world will just keep doing things as always. But hey, atleast I got to let it all out and maybe just maybe realized something really important myself.

Be careful of your thoughts, they may become words at any moment. ~Iara Gassen


Some Priscilla Ahn again...