"I want you in my soul, I want you in my soul..."

Summer in my heart, my head, my soul, my mind, in every part of my body...
Summer summer summer summer summer!!!!

Summer is inside me...

I love summer because,
-it makes me feel alive
-I'm constantly happy
-I feel energized
-there are so many heavenly scents in the air
-ICE CREAM!
-nature is at its best
-I get to do my night walks
-I dont feel cold
-I get to wear dresses
-birds sing more clearly and louder than before
-the days are looong
-there's night time only few hours and even that time is not that dark
-ICE CREAM!
- get to swim in the ocean
-I can eat outside everyday if I want to
-cabin tiiiime
-partypartyparty
-oh all the heavenly berries and fruits...mm.mm.mm
-ICE CREAM!
-every day is a good day to be wearing a bikini
-pretty pretty colors!!!
-BARBEQUE AND GRILL FOOOD!
-watermelons
-crickets singing
-sun bathing
-beach
-sauna and swimming in a lake

and this list could go on forever....

Love,
PaperHeart

"They could grow wings and fly like birds..."

Better to be up (in the sky) than down...

Like I've said before, I loooove looking at the sky (I could do it for hours and hours) and taking pictures of it and I have TON of pictures like these, so I'll be posting sky pictures every now and then...there yah go...

Love,
PaperHeart

Two songs I looove...

"I’ve been searching, for a couple words.
They could grow wings and fly like birds,
course i know it sounds absurd
but when you’re in love, all the lines get blurred..."

"I was following the pack, All swallowed in their coats ..."

Winter is getting (almost) unbearable for me. I was sick for a week last week and I still have a runny nose and a cough that just won't leave me alone.
Eh well, summer will come eventually and atleast it is pretty outside (although that doesn't help much when it's -20c and you don't dare to go out)
I know I've said this million times before and will probably say it million times more, but I was NOT made for this weather. I'm a summer child! Me and summer, we're best buddies and we couldn't imagine living without each other. For pete's sake you can even hear summer in my name (kind of...) I like things warm, hot even, I love the scent of sun and hot sand on your skin, to be honest I don't think there's any scent that I wouldn't like that the summer brings. Ah to feel the heath, to swim first all day long and then all evening long and maybe all night long as well and to run around in the rain and then smell the air after rain and and and and...I could go on for ever, but it's no use. Winter is STILL here and it doesnt seem to be going anywhere from here in a loooong time :/
Anyhooooooow, more photos, this time surprise surprise they are wintery.

Love,
PaperHeart


"...I was following the pack,
All swallowed in their coats
With scarves of red tied 'round their throats
To keep their little heads
From fallin' in the snow ..."

"So I can love you love you boy..."

These photos I've taken over the last year from here and there and they area visual aid for the things that are on my mind at the moment...moving, flying away, sky, new place, new opportunities, running, free, dreams, living your dreams, decitions, life changing moments, taking the step, high, excited, happy, over the moon, warmth, strangers, love, hate, leap of faith, windows, scary, money, money, money, MONEY=worry...

Love,
PaperHeart

"Gotta find the light to guide me along, Gotta find a way back home..."

I had a date with my friends sun and light today. We haven't played like this together in a looong time and I dare say I miss Mrs. Summer who usually tags along with them. Mr Winter has been around a bit too long, making us freeze and get the flu, so we left him outside on his own this time. Thank goodness we found things inside to play around with. Sun was having so much fun going through all the objects I placed on the table and as usual I tried my best to capture the colours light made me see.

So here's what I managed to get on my camera before light and summer hid away...

Light gives of itself freely, filling all available space. It does not seek anything in return; it asks not whether you are friend or foe. It gives of itself and is not thereby diminished.

Love,
PaperHeart

"Gotta find a way to get home strong

Gotta find a way back home.

Gotta find the light to guide me along

Gotta find a way back home.

Running for your life won't get you so far

Running for your life so far

The loving in your eye that holds you alive

Gotta find a way back home"

"You and I just cant say goodbye Every time we do, well Its just another lie..."

Heyheyheyyy!
Yes I'm back from my trip (well came back 2 weeks ago)
LOOOVED every part of the trip (except that one day when I had to stand outside in the cold for 2 hours just cause I was standing at the wrong bus stop...and even that wasn't "too" bad in the end when cute guys kept stopping by and talking to me and asking to come on over hahah) I took quite a lot of pictures on that trip and still haven't gone thought them. Main point though is that I enjoyed my life in the states VERY much...maybe bit too much. So much that it made me wanna move there. Aaaargh! why can't I be the type of person who's just happy where she is? Why do I always wanna move around and go here and there and experience different cultures and just see everything!
Oh well...
Anyways...Here's fall inspired pictures I took before I left.

"Bittersweet October. The mellow, messy, leaf-kicking, perfect pause between the opposing miseries of summer and winter."

"You were given life; it's your duty (and also your entitlement as a human

being) to find something beautiful within life, no matter how slight."

And of course music yet again!
Something chill and interesting:



Then a song that I got from my friend and I'm utterly in love with:

And now I'm gonna sound cheesy but...
remember to enjoy life people!
Love,
PaperHeart

"I'll be here, I'll be around..."

cucuber

This is why I adore our yard...
even though it's fall, or should I say especially now that it's fall...
and even though I hate the cold (today was pretty warm though)
our yard always ALWAYS surprises me and cheers me up...yummy yummy!

me trying to be so natural hahah

tomatos

It's just abrolutely gorgeous to walk around there...

applesapplesapples!

PLUMS! my favourites!

Artist I now LOOOOVE thanks to my lovely sister Meri! <3 I owe you for this! ;)

"The heart is a rebel, Make me see..."

Heyheyheyyyyyyy!
I'm back!
School applications have been sent and I'm FREEE!! well almost free, there's always work to be done to earn some money. But other than that I just need to wait for replies now from the schools to tell me if I have or have not been approved for the tests...yup just for the tests. If I pass the tests, THEN just then I might get into a school. Tricky tricky, I know...so fingers crossed people!
I did actually get a reply from the first school I signed for and they asked me to come for the tests. So now I'm signed for 3 day art tests from May 10th to 12th...scaaaryyyyy!!
Oh well, I'll try my best and that's all I can do really. If I get in I get in and GREAT! if I don't well...then they don't know what they're talking about :P hahah No but seriously, I'm trying not to get my hopes up. And I'm actually kind of annoyed with myself for telling people that I'm applying for the schools, cause I'm gonna hate it so much if I don't get in and then I'll have to explain to everyone...iiiiishk!

I'm not brave enough to show you guys just yet what kind of photos I send to these schools. Some of the assignments were pretty easy but some very quite hard. So I'm just gonna show you some random pics I took inbetween the assignments when I was practising.
These are some flowerpower pictures I took of this GORGEOUS dead flower we had in our kitchen. Yes it used to be alive but had dred up and as I was about to trow it out, I noticed how it had kept its beautiful color. So naturally I had to capture the beauty...well atleast try to do it. Just beautiful reds and pinks!

Had the price of looking been blindness, I would have looked. ~Ralph Ellison

So hope you enjoed these and I'll be back asap with new pictures again!
Thanks for staying tuned in!
Love,
PaperHeart

p.s. More lovely music as always...
hopefully I'll be seeing this artist this summer!



...and then another artist I like:




"...The heart is a rebel
Make me see
I'm waiting for the wild
The heart is a rebel
Stay with me
I'm waiting for the wild

Nite after nite i open my eyes
Read between the silver lines, the end

Baby let's pretend it won't be always so hard
Somewhere along the end we'll be back at the start
It will be easier
It will be easier..."

"May this night keep you here 'Til tomorrow..."

BAAAAAAA!!
I'm SICK! not nice...oh well...
flu and this freaking cold (but pretty) weather got me thinking about summer and how much I miss it...so I went through some old photos and decided to post few pics from last summer and few years back.
Nothing special, just few pictures which made me crave for summer, warm weather and lovely dresses...
Hope these warm you up a bit on these cold days...

To see the Summer Sky
Is Poetry, though never in a Book it lie -
True Poems flee.
~Emily Dickinson

In winter I get up at night
And dress by yellow candle-light.
In summer quite the other way
I have to go to bed by day.
~Robert Louis Stevenson

A life without love is like a year without summer. ~Swedish Proverb

Love,
PaperHeart

p.s. another song I love...sooo relaxing!

"you're no kissing queen..."

More fall nature pictures...

thought it would be fun since I haven't taken nature pictures in a long time :)

that's all...nothing less nothing more today...

Love,

PaperHeart

The poetry of the earth is never dead. ~John Keats

This is Ivy League - kissing queen (sounds a bit like kings of convenience)

"You Will Know What To Do..."

I have a love hate relationship with fall.

I love fall because:

- that's when I have my birthday

-there's no other season with so many colors

-I love the smell of wet ground

-you know that Christmas is bit closer

-you can dress up in nice big wool shirts

-scarf tiiiiiiime, pretty pretty scarfs

-it's the time of the year when sitting inside under your blankets is exceptable

-beautiful light outside to take pictures

I hate fall because:

-IT'S SO FREAKING COLD!

-It means that my favorite season, Summer, is oveeeeeeeeer :(

-I don't get to wear pretty dresses outside anymore

-it just keeps getting colder till you can't feel your feet and fingers

-skin and lips get dry and it hurts

-it's dark(er)...which sucks...

Song that will make you feel warmer on this cold fall day:

"If I had another chance..."

Went to see a "light show" there was in a theme park. I have to tell you that I was a bit dissapointed, I expected MUCH more...but here's all I got...I couldn't really take a lot of photos cause my hands were freeeezing to death.

Anyways, things at this end are moving forward a bit, had a job interview today and I really hope it went well, fingers crossed...

That's about it for today...empty head...

...but a full heart...

Sometimes I feel like the girl in this vid:

M:"need help?"

W:"who doesn't"

M:"Is that your heart?"

W:"yeah"

M:"it's big"

W: "It's small now..."

M:"small?"

W:"It was bigger before..."

M:"Scary"

W:"Yeah that's my problem..."

Aaaaaaaaaaw...I hate that man for doing that to her and not showing up! I know I know it's a freaking music video but still...well made one, at least the thought behind it...

"buy it, use it, break it, fix it..."

WOOOOOHOOOOO!!! PICTURES EVERYONE!!

some randome ones from here and there

from trips around England

Mostly B&W...seems that I've dropped back to that pattern (I have a thing for b&w pics, so bare with me :P)

hope you enjoy!

Love,

PaperHeart

p.s. and some gooooooooood music again...party ooon"