"It's their salivating lips just won't leave them to sleep..."

"Cos they came out of the sunshine
Flowers nestled in their hair
See they've been stumbling on the backstreets honey
I won't give in, no I won't give in
'Cos my love's not a limit.."



Love,
PaperHeart

"Let your heart go where the wind takes it Pure like the raindrops of time..."

"What you need to know about the past is that no matter what has happened, it has all worked together to bring you to this very moment. And this is the moment you can choose to make everything new. Right now."

...And that is why I still went back to my past and cut my heair back the way it was...

Love,

PaperHeart




While we have oceans
Rivers that still bring us life
Reasons to live in the moment
Hold onto your time

Let your heart go where the wind takes it
Pure like the raindrops of time
Follow the path where it takes you
Straight down the line

Ladies and Gentlemen
Surely we're here in mind
Watching our spirits dance on the
On the backs of our lives

How can one sit back and dream it
I'd have no peace in my life
Climbing these walls in an hourglass
Prized in our strife

And I have seen worlds filled with wonder
Lost on my own lonely mile

"As much as I've tried to clarify, Love's quite simple, he's just my guy..."

This is one of the photos that I took last week while I was photographing some engagement photos and for some reason it became my favourite. I don't know why, it just is. The mood, the colors, the light, the touch...it's just perfect. So that's a little sneek peek of what's to come :)


What's your definition of it?
How does it make you feel?
Tell me what you say that truly makes it real
Kings and Queens, Philosophers have tried so hard to find
Tell me what it means to you dear, nevermind

Love is kind when the world is cold
Love stays strong when the fight gets old
Love's a shoulder to lean on
Love is you
Love's like the water when the well runs dry
Quench my thirst, keep me alive
Just need one sip baby
Love is you
Love is you, love is you,
Love is you, love is you

Is it possible, there is a kiss that's so divine
Or am I just a fool, is it all in my mind?
Is there something chemical
A scientist might say
Well love must be a drug
To make me feel this way

Cause love's my permission to be who I am
No inhibitions cause you understand
Freedom to breathe oh baby
Love is you
Love's like a kiss when the sun goes down
Holds me tight when no one's around
Love's what I want to hold on to
Love is you

Love is you, Love is you, Love is you,
Love is you, Love is you,
Love is you, Love is you,

Love is kind, it makes me stronger
I don't have to look no longer
You're the one I cling to
Love is you
When the chips are down
Love will stick around
I'm so glad I found
Love is you

As much as I've tried to clarify
Love's quite simple, he's just my guy
Perfect definition
Love is you
Love is you, love is you
Love is you... is you...

"Can't stop smiling just want to hold on tight I know that must be love no doubt ..."

I love being cheesilly in love and being in love in public places.
Some people think it's annoying, I think it's cute and makes you see that the world isn't such a bad place after all. I think we should show how much we love eatch other more often. Granted there is a fine line with what is taking it too far and what is still thought as appropriate. But I would like to see it more often none the less...no wait I would love to do that more often myself, but since there's no man in my life, I'll have to do with taking pictures of other people.

I was riding the metro with these two love birds and just found them so adorable that I had to be an annoying paparazzi and take photos of their private moments.

So what did we learn from this blabing on I just did there about love once again. That we should share the L.O.V.E...just a simple holding of a hand or a small kiss on the cheek, will make this world a better place to be in...atleast that's what I think!

Love,
PaperHeart

p.s. I just absolutely LOOOVE this song!



Shouldn't tell you all I got inside but I just need to let it out
Let me say it if you don't mind
It's only you, I think about

Whoa whoa when I see you
Can't stop smiling just want to hold on tight
I know that must be love no doubt
That must be love no doubt

I can't sleep when all is spinnin round
I need to figure out how this can be so hard for me when it shouldn't be
Can't get you off my mind
It's only you I think about

If you ever would be mine, I will never ever let you down
If you ever would be mine
If you ever would be mine, I will never ever let you down
If you ever would be mine
If you ever would be mine, I will never ever let you down
If you ever would be mine
If you ever would be mine, I will never ever let you down
If you ever would be mine

I can't sleep when all is spinnin round
I need to figure out how this can be so hard for me when it shouldn't be
Can't get you off my mind
It's only you I think about

"They could grow wings and fly like birds..."

Better to be up (in the sky) than down...

Like I've said before, I loooove looking at the sky (I could do it for hours and hours) and taking pictures of it and I have TON of pictures like these, so I'll be posting sky pictures every now and then...there yah go...

Love,
PaperHeart

Two songs I looove...

"I’ve been searching, for a couple words.
They could grow wings and fly like birds,
course i know it sounds absurd
but when you’re in love, all the lines get blurred..."

"I had nothing to spend but time on you ..."

What exactly did I do last weekend?

Saw the National (alone) and died in extasy...

Had a sucky camera with me on that gig, not my own baby :/, but I tried my best...

I'm still in awe of the whole concert, just AH!

Then the next day I travelled to another city with my friends and saw my brother do the "impossible" by eating the biggest meal there was, getting his name on the wall and throw up afterwards...

While the rest of us enjoyed our "small" meals...

He said, and I quote "no problem, this is a small meal, no problem, I can do it..."
Yeah dude, it looks small but you didnt know what you got yourself in, did you?

The ever so fearless tigers at our table :D hahah


So yeah I've been a busy bee once again after a fun weekend of random stuff I need to concentrade on preassignments for the finnish art school yet again. I did how ever manage to get myself in to a school in England, woop woop!! I feel so releaved and yet VERY paniced! money money moneyyyyy!! is the name of the problem...School aint free over there like it is over here, PLUS I need to travel to the states as well...Me is not made out of money, no matter how much me wants it....Any ideas how I could start pooping money?

Aint it funny, that we spend our lives mostly wishing for something new, something exciting, something to change our lives, perhaps (like in my case) wish and hope to be able to move away to another country, we wish and hope and pray and when that moment actually comes, all of a sudden we see all the good things we already have that we might have to give up for that something new. You start to see all the good things there are in your country (however bland and boring it is) and start to hesitate, is this what I really want? why did I wanna change this?
Don't get me wrong, I want this, I need to do this for my own mental healths sake and to be actually able to FINALLY be the person that I want to be, to have the career I've always wanted. To see how far I can go with this...but still, we all get that feeling at some point when our lives are about to change, don't we?

Love,
PaperHeart

Two songs that gave me the chills on that gig, first, The National - wasps nest:



second (warm up band), Sharon van etten - Love More:




Then lyrics that inspire me at the moment:


"Don't wait to take what's there

And then make it what you want

All that you need to have

Is right there inside your heart



No need to look around

When you could be lookin' in

You say you'll find

You will find it "

"Seek out the light between Time and confusion glowing up ahead..."

"...Take your medicine and crawl before you walk
Think it through before you open your mouth to talk
Be an advocate of joy
Find your little heart's desire and

Follow it...

...Don't be afraid, this is your year
It's gonna be alright, you're a performer
Just take your time, but not too much time..."

Love,
PaperHeart

"I'm the only friend you'll need to know? Give me all your troubles, let them go..."

Little sparkling light on her face...

Now I know I know, everyone uses the polaroid efect now a days and it aint that original, but I cant help it! Me likes it very muchooo and I thought it fit well with what I was going for in these photos.
I love lazy mornings, I love setting and rising sun, I love my sister, I love her pretty pretty pretty face, I love taking photos of her messing around and I love the fact that she's the most natural model for my photos. Alhough I am looking for new faces, got to find some pretty models for my next projects.

I guess she was going for the "uh I'm so cool" look...not sure if she got it :P hahah

I just love that huge shirt on her (borrowed from her husband of course) and how it hid even her fingertips...

Yes, we went to the freezing cold as well and yes she was such a sweetheart for doing this for me!

mmmm, I suppose that was that for today...
I think I might go to bed now, new day tomorrow and new moments ahead!

Love,
PaperHeart


Music that inspired me today...






"...You've got nothing to lose
They took it all while you looked away
I know you paid your dues
Do you need somewhere to stay

I could out your every wrong to right
I will be your sanctuary tonight
Crossover and come inside
Crossover and come inside
I'm the only friend you'll need to know?
Give me all your troubles, let them go..."

"I was following the pack, All swallowed in their coats ..."

Winter is getting (almost) unbearable for me. I was sick for a week last week and I still have a runny nose and a cough that just won't leave me alone.
Eh well, summer will come eventually and atleast it is pretty outside (although that doesn't help much when it's -20c and you don't dare to go out)
I know I've said this million times before and will probably say it million times more, but I was NOT made for this weather. I'm a summer child! Me and summer, we're best buddies and we couldn't imagine living without each other. For pete's sake you can even hear summer in my name (kind of...) I like things warm, hot even, I love the scent of sun and hot sand on your skin, to be honest I don't think there's any scent that I wouldn't like that the summer brings. Ah to feel the heath, to swim first all day long and then all evening long and maybe all night long as well and to run around in the rain and then smell the air after rain and and and and...I could go on for ever, but it's no use. Winter is STILL here and it doesnt seem to be going anywhere from here in a loooong time :/
Anyhooooooow, more photos, this time surprise surprise they are wintery.

Love,
PaperHeart


"...I was following the pack,
All swallowed in their coats
With scarves of red tied 'round their throats
To keep their little heads
From fallin' in the snow ..."

"and if I should come to be relieved, would it be without you..."

This song sounds like me at the moment, the lyrics fit so well. I have some kind of talent with this. I'm serious, I always manage to find a song that has lyrics that fit my life or that day or that minute and what I'm feeling, perfectly. And I dont even try to find somehting that fits me, I just put my playlist on and randomly pick stuff and they always seem to be songs that sound like what I'm going through. I'm a lyric nutter if you didn't know that already, lyrics always bring that extra to the music:

"she feels she needs to leave

when the fields are all covered in frost

and the dreams begin to breathe

opening the partly open locks ..."

"...she feels she needs to leave

to avoid a messy aftermath

alone between lines of anguished needs

rearranged to allow a newborn path"

Love,
PaperHeart

"It's more than a dream, I wanna live in my dream..."

"I would be you, you would be me, we would be one, we would be fine...
That's my dream world, that's my dream world, it's more than a dream. I wanna live in my dream..."

"Gotta find the light to guide me along, Gotta find a way back home..."

I had a date with my friends sun and light today. We haven't played like this together in a looong time and I dare say I miss Mrs. Summer who usually tags along with them. Mr Winter has been around a bit too long, making us freeze and get the flu, so we left him outside on his own this time. Thank goodness we found things inside to play around with. Sun was having so much fun going through all the objects I placed on the table and as usual I tried my best to capture the colours light made me see.

So here's what I managed to get on my camera before light and summer hid away...

Light gives of itself freely, filling all available space. It does not seek anything in return; it asks not whether you are friend or foe. It gives of itself and is not thereby diminished.

Love,
PaperHeart

"Gotta find a way to get home strong

Gotta find a way back home.

Gotta find the light to guide me along

Gotta find a way back home.

Running for your life won't get you so far

Running for your life so far

The loving in your eye that holds you alive

Gotta find a way back home"

"I'm in here can anybody see me?..."

'Unfinished girl' 2010

This is a drawing I made like 6 months ago or so. I was supposed to finish it, but decided that I liked her this way better :)
Hope you guys like it,
Love,
PaperHeart

"Can't you hear my call?
Are you coming to get me now?
I've been waiting for,
you to come rescue me,
I need you to hold,
all of the sadness I can not,
living inside of me..."

"Like a map with no ocean..."

Sorry don't have that much to say these day...what with school aplications (once again) and work keeping this missy REALLY BUSY!
But I do wan't to update pictures for you guys...
So there...something new again!

Love,
PaperHeart





"There's a limit to your love...like a map with no ocean..."

"I came in this way and here now I'll stay..."

Like I said, the summer time is here...
aaaand...
I've been to the beach this weekend almost everyday all day just swimming and sleeping and having good time with friends...just letting the vitamin D soak in and let me tell you, there's nothing like it. I HATE WINTER! I seriously HATE IT! I was made for a warm hot country and instead of ended in a land where there's summer only for a couple of months and the rest of the year you have to live in perfect darkness.
Don't get me wrong, there are some good things about winter and I love Christmas and new year, but when there's sun this much only 2 months in a year, you sort of start to hate the rest of the year. Atleast that's what I think.

Soo...anyways, I took some pictures this weekend at the beach and since they havea lovely summer wibe in them, I thought I'd share some...

Summer afternoon - summer afternoon; to me those have always been the two most beautiful words in the English language. ~Henry James

Then followed that beautiful season... Summer....
Filled was the air with a dreamy and magical light; and the landscape
Lay as if new created in all the freshness of childhood.
~Henry Wadsworth Longfellow

Love,
PaperHeart

P.s. Perfect summer jam, my sister loves this song...and since she played it quite a lot at one point, it now reminds me of summer too :)



And then a song I've been listening to quite a lot lately...don't know why...I just like it...