Summer is in the air! Finally! it's been warm the last couple of 3-4 days and I'm loooovin it! And what else, love is in the air! well it's sort of always there in the air, but we really see it, taste it and feel it when spring and summer are here and sort of just make it easier to see everything. Don't yah think? Well it ain't hard for me to spot love at the moment. It's pretty easy when it's sort of rubbed on your face "all the time" with a couple of cute newly married/engaged couples in my family. My sister always thinks that something's wrong or I'm after something, when I look at her and her fiancé being all cute and lovey dowey. It makes me smile or giggle on my own. She just doesn't get it that I actually happen to like to see her so happy :) We're really close and so it's natural that what ever makes her happy makes me happy and what makes her sad makes me sad. Clishé as it may sound, it's true. She deserves it, deserves to be happy and to have someone who loves her. We all deserve that in my own opinnion.
Why is it that when ever I write a bit more than normal in here, it has something to do with love? My endless love for love haha Well I guess it's better than talking about hate (or like fustration last time :P) Yup, this is defenetley the summer of love for my family I'd say...and as stressfull as it will be and it is, there's no better way to celebrate it than with a wedding! Ok I guess there's few even better ways, but no better way to celebrate it with a family :)
So the two pics there above are some engagement pics (not the best ones, but I still need the permission of the couple to post more) and the rest are my summer moments in our yard. Mmmm can't you just feel the sun...I love it! Love everything about the sun. And I love it when it kisses your skin with a warm, gentle touch! and usually leaved a mark on everyone, except me! I'm so freakishly white all the time! Great!
Anyways, enjoy the pictures and the summer and I'll "see" you guys soon! Love, PaperHeart
p.s. You know my love for Sia, she's been with me for years (after falling for zero 7 when I Was like 15 years ols or so) and now, well she's made a song that just makes my heart feel full. Really gives me the goose bumps everytime...listen and relax...
My love, leave yourself behind Beat inside me, leave you blind My love, look what you can do I am mending, I'll be with you
You took my hand added a plan You gave me your heart I asked you to dance with me
You loved honestly Did what you could release Aaaahhh oooh
I know you're pleased to go I won't relieve this love
Now I am strong (Now I am strong) You gave me all You gave all you had and now I am home
One of the photoshoot photos I took for the stylist thingie
Frustration is a common emotional response to opposition. Related to anger and disappointment, it arises from the perceived resistance to the fulfillment of individual will. The greater the obstruction, and the greater the will, the more the frustration is likely to be. Causes of frustration may be internal or external. In people, internal frustration may arise from challenges in fulfilling personalgoals and desires, instinctual drives and needs, or dealing with perceived deficiencies, such as a lack of confidence or fear of social situations. Conflict can also be an internal source of frustration; when one has competing goals that interfere with one another, it can create cognitive dissonance. External causes of frustration involve conditions outside an individual, such as a blocked road or a difficult task. While coping with frustration, some individuals may engage in passive-aggressive behavior, making it difficult to identify the original cause(s) of their frustration, as the responses are indirect. A more direct, and common response, is a propensity towards aggression.
You know what I'm feeling right now?? What? How...How did you know? Yes, I'm feeling that very thing called frustration and let me tell you IT.SUCKS.BIG.TIME! I'm not going anywhere...still just standing still like I'd never even tried to do anything in my life. Just going to the same job everyday, coming home to...nothing...and then doing the same thing again tomorrow. The things I've reached out for and tried to grab, have slipped though my fingers and now seem even further ahead than they ever were. Yes, frustration is the word and I couldn't have explained it better than what it says in wikipedia. I just wish for this one dream and this one dream only (well ok It would be nice to get myself a man on the side and maybe a nice home in the future...but you know secretly we all wish for that, so it's given :P) It just has felt like lately I've gotten nothing but poo poo poo poo on me and Finland is losing its charm on my eyes again. I need a change. And I need it real bad! Well atleast the sun is out more now than on anyother time of the year (well not today...today it's raining hehee) Sun always makes me feel better and makes me shine even though I can feel the poo running down my neck. Yeah...so I guess I have nothing else to say today...except remember this kids, FRUSTRATION SUCKS!
Love, PaperHeart A dream which is not interpreted is like a letter which is not read. ~The Talmud
Yeah I've gone a bit nuts with summer and warm weather and pretty little dresses and skirts and looking really girly! I took these photos about 2 weeks ago (more or less) for a friend who's about to become a stylist? yeah I guess you could call her that. Anyways, she asked me to do 4 different sets of photos for her portfolio. So I decided to post the firt photoshoot I did with the pretty little ballooooooons!!
Yup it was a bit windy that day...
...and she's gonna love it that I posted this photo as well ;P hahah I love it when people laugh, like REALLY laugh...this is one of those moments! :D
Hope you enjoyed these moments! More to come
Love, PaperHeart
p.s. Thanks for the lovely comments on the wedding photos! meant a lot to me! <3 p.p.s This is defenetly going to be one of my summer songs this year!
Sooooo the wedding season has started, and what better way to start it than with my little sister's wedding photos! Yup that gorgeous creature is my sister with her handsome new husband :) I was a wreck at this wedding (along side with my big sister :D hahah) we had a LOT to do and so little time. We designed and drew and planned and decorated and andandandandandandnad...just did a lot! Thank goodness for having time to take the photos though. I thought we'd never have time for them and time for my ideas. Well my original plans/ideas didn't work out to be honest, (except the ginger beer ones) but I'm still pleased with these. After all the hastle and running around and dark coulds that threatened us, it was a beautiful wedding in the end...and we got the sun! Soooo, here's just few of the photos, still have some to go though and I promised not to post everything, but got the green light from them to show some :) Here you are...hope you enjoy them!
ok, so I have to explain the ginger beer photos a bit. This Mr here looo-o-oooves this drink and so I decided to dedicate few of the photos for ginger beer haha
It was so much fun walking around the city with a bride and a groome. People couldn't stop staring (except in this photo) and smiling...everyone smiled when they saw them! aaaw!
running back to the car!
"I dreamed of a wedding of elaborate elegance, A church filled with family and friends. I asked him what kind of a wedding he wished for, He said one that would make me his wife." ~Author Unknown
So that's that...a little preview of a lovely couple! Love, PaperHeart
"...From this moment on I know Exactly where my life will go Seems that all I really was doing Was waiting for love..."
Heyheyheyyy! Tests are half way through (with the first school), last day tomorrow! woop woop! Let me tell yah, it hasn't been a picnic in the park! My night before monday morning was horrible, kept waking up like every hour thinking I was already late. Then on monday morning as I finally woke up 30mins before I actually needed to, I went to make myself breakfast only to eat a bit of a rottened egg, the most disgusting taste ever! I felt like throwing up! weeeel, after that I got ready and we were finally off. On our way...we get LOST! we left 30min earlier than we should have and yet I got there 5mins before the test started, what a luck! Top of all the nerves and such I felt sick and throwing up because of my new medicine I eat for my skin. weeeell, I get my first assignment...the topic is ok...a bit lame, one that they seem to use everywhere. Human and nature together. Ok so I get this disposable camera and I have 3 hours. I have to stay within the grounds of the school...ok ok...I go outside aaand it's freeeeeezing! and the ground is wet and muddy. After 3 freezing hours and ruined shoes later, I went to eat. Break lasted an hour and then we got another assignment. Yes again one that I needed to shoot outside for. After 2 hours I felt my nerves going crazy cause I realized I had and interview...I hate those...buuuut I think I kind of rocked it! atleast they seemed to like me :) well on my way home, I missed my bus, had to wait for another one for an HOUR IN THE FEEEZING COLD! and to top it all at the next bus stop I ran to my bus and the driver saw me, but rove off anyways...how freaking nice is that? By that time I was hugry, cold, feeling scik, tired and maaaaaad! Yup wasn't a good day for me, but luckily there was some lovely chocolate cake waiting for me at home :) Today we just painted and painted and drew for hours. 2 assignments for today as well...aaand we had a group assignment, where we had to be in an "photoshoot" and they checked how we reacted with other people.
Sooo...that's my update for now. Oh and there's a "new" photo...not sure if I like it or not...It needs something...somehting more...once I figure it out I'll shoot it again! But there it is anyways! Ok now I need to go to bed, last test day tomorrow! Nighty night! Love, PaperHeart
"...It's unfortunate that when we feel a storm we can roll ourselves over 'cause we're uncomfortable..."
Well EXCELLENT morning to everyone on this fine beautiful sunny warmish day! I feel quite happy today for some reason. I'm guessing it's the weather and the fact that sun is shining today. Although yesterday was horrible, raining raining and raining and I thought it wound ruin my day, BUT I was wrong cause I still go to do all the things I planned and then some. Speacing of then somes, this is the then some I did :) I was bored at home and decided to see how my idea would turn out in reality. And I was not supposed to use myself as a model...but eh, when your bored your bored and when you have no one else around you yourself are the next best thing I guess. Funny how when ever I havea photo of myself it's usually out of boredom :D hahah Soooo...I "glued" some hearts on my lips, posed infront of the camera, photoshopped a bit more than usual...and vóla! I do like it how my lips look very juicy...like those hearts were smushy candy. Don't you think? Oh and I just had to add those creepy eyes. Reminds me of husky dogs. (or what ever they are called) And yes I am really pale and white in real life...but not THIS pale :P Anyways, that's it for today! Enjoy if you can! and most defenetly try to enjoy the day no matter what the weather is like! :)
You can't depend on your eyes when your imagination is out of focus. ~Mark Twain
Love, PaperHeart
P.s. as usual, I LOVE THIS SONG! and the LYRICS!
"It might have been a while Since you've been loved Like you should be loved
It might have been a while Since you've been kissed Like you should be kissed
In tender loving arms Might be something you miss
Well summerbreeze is blowing through your window And summerbreeze is blowing through your hair And something in your eyes that you cannot disguise Don't tell me it ain't there
It might have been a while Since you've been loved By one who really loves you
It might have been a while Since you could trust That someone really cares
When people like us Meant to go 'round in pairs
Summerbreeze is blowing through your window And summerbreeze is blowing through your hair Something in your eyes that took me by surprise Don't tell me that it ain't there"
'Mornings' is the name of this selfportrait and I think it explains itself.
Summer is in the air!
Why is it that when ever I write a bit more than normal in here, it has something to do with love? My endless love for love haha
So the two pics there above are some engagement pics (not the best ones, but I still need the permission of the couple to post more) and the rest are my summer moments in our yard.
One of the photoshoot photos I took for the stylist thingie
BalloonsBalloonsSummerBalloonsPrettyPinkBalloonSummerSunAhWarmSunBathingTanning
Yup it was a bit windy that day...
ok, so I have to explain the ginger beer photos a bit. This Mr here looo-o-oooves this drink and so I decided to dedicate few of the photos for ginger beer haha
It was so much fun walking around the city with a bride and a groome. People couldn't stop staring (except in this photo) and smiling...everyone smiled when they saw them! aaaw!
running back to the car!
"I dreamed of a wedding of elaborate elegance,
Heyheyheyyy!
Well EXCELLENT morning to everyone on this fine beautiful sunny warmish day!
